Wait, really?
My mother is actually considering allowing me to apply for SDSU’s honors program. This is honestly such a big deal to me… you have no idea.
Assuming she does do this, and assuming her and my dad approve, I would live on campus first year, and be a part of their mandatory study abroad program. I know I shouldn’t get my hopes up, but it’s been done. This is not just one of those teenager dilemmas of “having” to leave the nest or whatever. This is honestly something I want to do to prove to myself and everyone else that I’m capable of doing something on my own, and succeeding all the same.
I know I’ll be heartbroken if I hear the answer that I’m pretty much expecting to. But, God, please let all the things I’ve worked so hard on be worth something in the end. Please. This can give me a chance to at least have a taste of what’s out there without being so (for lack of better word) trapped here. I already couldn’t apply to UC schools because she was firmly against me leaving SD. That’s why I only applied to 2 common universities.
Now please don’t get me wrong. My parents have always supported and loved me for everything I’ve done. I’m never ungrateful for that and never will be. I just hope they find it in them to let me take this opportunity that isn’t offered to just anyone.
Till next time.
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